Life as a rotating shift worker is a cyclical process of sleep derivation and life adjustment. Every 6 weeks I am living in a state of physical and mental jet lag. Simple life processes are mangled into time frames that resemble survival instead of living. Depression, isolation, and anxiety demons hover on the edge of my existence. Sleep becomes states of unconsciousness and when awake I live in an out of sync haze with mainstream reality that is just out of reach except for the brief moments I click into sync.
Think positive, meditate, don't give up. This too shall pass when I unlock the mystery of where I'm going and what I'm supposed to be doing...
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